January 17, 2013

Wishing Illegal
 
Hidden behind a facade.
Fearing of what might be,
longing to speak.

Terror
it freezes me, to see that look.
Disgust, betrayal, disbelief
eyes narrowed in judgement
at something beyond me.

One day, I will be
truely free
in this land where freedom rings.
 
Happy
is what I will feel
when I live without hesitation,
when I am finally legal.
My life will finally start, then.


November 16, 2012

I just found this poem. from the date, i wrote it in seventh grade. that
was about 5 or so years ago. its pretty good.

No Title
 
Broken Heart
Broken Dreams
Broken Wings
Unable to take flight
Unable to reach the light
Always blocked
blocked by the uncontrolable
blocked by the inevitable
blocked by the truth
so I stand alon
I stand on my own
with only the pieces
to keep me company.
In the shadows, in my silence.

February 8, 2012

As I sat by that bed

This is a poem that I wrote for my school's talent audition. I'm not sure if I won or not yet, but I'm pretty sure that I didn't because there was two more auditions. One was a group of four girls and they did a slam poem...It was good but they messed up some and kept laughing. Then there was a group of three boys, they did a skit. It was really funny but they didn't seem serious about the dangers of tobacco. Anyways here is my poem...I hope you like it.
As I sat by that bed,
sickness clung to the body in it laid.
My eyes roamed the sweat sheened face;
my ears listened to each haunting, faint breath.
Watching, waiting, heart-wrenching
as her life neared its end.
I had to ask, I had to say;
"Why? You promised, you promised me
that day when I found you 
coughing and hacking and weezing on the floor.
Asking the wind, begging for air,
clawing at the door.
You promised not one more.
Now your kungs are rottened to the core.
Are you happy? Then why? 
Why when you promised, when you swore.
Not a chew, not a smoke more."
Her blood shot eyes sad,
lips dry and chapped with strangled gasps
this is what she said.
"It called to me, like a siren at sea,
like Eve to her tree.
In my head it whispered, it beckoned.
My will it weakened.
One, only one more, only one.
To feel the sting, the warm burn
to become numb.
All my stress, on hit and it was gone.
But time and time again, I fell
broken, mangled, to temptation.
To regrettable sin. 
A quick smoke, a swift chew,
a slab of tobacco, a stick of nicotine.
It tempted me, it still tempts me.
Even now"
One last breath, a strangled pause
and she was dead, she was gone.
"Fool, weak fool." was all I said..
My hand in her's feeling
the warmth flit away
then the tears came. 
All as I sat by that bed.

November 3, 2011

Sonnet 126

I may not envy a shrouded man's soul
as he walks in front, I watch nevermore for
those whom I will claim in the time of day.
I walk alone for eternity, yet,
I stand close to many. They fear my scythe.
Screams and cries for mercy when I come forth.
Feelings are foreign to me, unknown by
many I crave to wish, to desire.
I watch as mortals live and laugh. The sun
touches them as the moon lightens their night.
Love they feel, pain they experience. I wish
to feel what they feel whether good or bad
I lust for a companion to share and
to love. I wish for a simple mortal life.

Sonnet 18

The petals of a flower spread and fade.
Their delicate beauty turns haggard grey.
Through spring and summer they frolic, playing.
While amethyst day turns to darkest night.
One by one petals fall, soft, so slowly.
Petals land on the hard ground or fly
into the dark blue sky, wind carrying them.
Soon they, too, will meet with the cold dirt.
As time passes leaves become unbound, free
from the branches of the eternal tree.
And like thee they will crumble and leave, does
thou now see that nature is time's plaything.
The conclusion of our lives is to be
servants to nature and lone slaves to time.

Sonnet 93

My sin, for thee I wish, though thou causes
such sweet addicting pain and calm sorrow.
My still heart goes numb at the sight of thee.
I, with a touch of innocent lips, fall
into temptation from Hell and Heaven.
Satan beckons me with visions of lust,
unadulterated, I crave to touch.
Thou eyes pull me close with sinful wanting.
These cravings are overlooked by a warmth
imbedded in my heart. Warmth for thee,
to hold and protect, to kiss and to play.
My yearning is sin yet, for thee, I am
willing to touch Hell's punishing fire and
to turn my back to Heaven's pearling gate.

Sonnets

My teacher Ms. Mitchelle assigned my class a project. We have to write some sonnets after we read some of Shakespeare's sonnets.