October 14, 2010

Breast Cancer Awareness Day

I wrote this poem for a teacher at my school. She has breast cancer. I hope she likes it.

My Faith, My Hope

Breast cancer. A crippling disease.
It can tear families apart,
causes so much pain.
But, it also shows
how strong you can be and
who's a true friend.
Remember there are two sides to one coin.

I wear pink on, this
Breast Cancer Awareness Day
to honor those who have fallen.
To inspire hope to those
still battling.
Fighting for a chance.
for a way. Just like
I used to back in the day.

I used to feel so sick, so weak.
It would start in my chest 
then end in my heart, my head.
I thought, on some days, that 
I would be better off dead.
Sometimes I cursed my 
cancerous breast.
For the pain, the fatigue
because I couldn't do 
what I once did.

I wanted to run and play
Like I used to 
back yonder day,
but I laid there
in that bed 
to wait.
To wait for a cure
to somehow appear.
I wished, I prayed 
that I would live
until that faithful day.

The chance of survival
has increased, but it is 
still, just a maybe.
We need a cure not
not a silver tongued promise.

I was on of the lucky ones,
one of the so very few.
Who faced it head on, 
the never ending feud, and won.
At least for now.
And if the battle starts again.
I will fight, I will wait
until the cure appears
I will have never ending faith.

October 7, 2010

Heart Thief

Took my heart
didn't look back.
You laughed at me.
Heart Thief, you've got a knack
for taking n breaking hearts.
You've got good looks
and a silver tongue.
Just say a few words 
and the ladies are drooling.
But you took my heart;
I want it back
I can see through your lies.
Through the rainbows and butterflies.
Heart Thief, I want it back 
You waisted my time
you and your bedroom eyes.
Just let me live my life
without you in my mind.
So give me back my heart;
then get out, be gone.
Heart Thief no more pretty lies
Just give me my heart.
This is just a verse of a new poem I'm writing.

Just cause you see me like this 
that don't mean I'm ready to kiss;
I'm gonna fight to the very end.
Save your kisses for your boy friends.

Sounds weird, right?

Fear

Fear, that is what I feel as soon as I wake
Fear of being unneeded, of being useless.
Fear, it is like a womb, a cocoon.
It keeps me in, the spikes
Hurt every time I try to break free.
I fear in school, torn apart
from fear of failing and not to.
I put on the air of nonchalance
but inside I quiver
Heart, my Heart to throat. 
Fear's clear monster, in front of me,
always sits back to back never letting 
anyone out of sight.

Breaking Out

Oh, how it hurts
when I touch those invisible thorns.
I know what outside, lurks
The sun, stars, and Dark clouds always turn;
but I want to be free, to fly
I want out, so I fight.
Against my restraints
I don't care anymore if I live or Die.
I want to fly, to feel the blues of the never ending sky.
But why, why am I stuck,
 here alone in this Glass Box.
Can no one come, can no one hear me?
Crying and begging, and screaming
for a chance to feel that world you are in.

You know what, I don't care;
Stay out if you what.
I can make do, but I will tell you.
I will get out, I will feel and touch the sky.
Just you wait, I will never stop trying
to break out, to fight against these bars and thorns.
Just you wait 
soon I will not be looking out but in,
so that I can see how you continue to think
 that you are restraining me

Untitled

Morning Dawn, and all is clear;
The skies a blue periwinkle
then gray clouds appeared near,
rain started to drizzle
then a harsh wind, white thunder.
Waves and rocks meet, clashing foes
wind singing a shirring song.
Slow to a silent close
as the storm runs gone.
Nothing left but Mist and Dew,
As the clock strikes twelfth 
on thing is revealed true.
Nature likes to hide itself. 

October 4, 2010

My Aunt's Wedding

A Broken case,
A shattered nail,
light flying up in place;
A horn that yells
rusted gates open;
colors fly
And a softness of white,
water going down.
A revealed lie
expression of fright
A flying crown

Appreatly this is a type of poem. Well this expains how my Aunt on her wedding day found her soon to be huaband with his bestman, yes i said MAN!!, heck she was so anger and she was crying. she actually through her crown, tiara thing at him.